A dream I had it is in four parts

Missing

The first dream I had was about me going missing. I was somehow aware I was missing but did not tell anyone I was okay. I could see Facebook messages and people talking about me even in impossible places such as private chats with two people who knew me. I overheard people saying “remember that guy” and such. This dream was weird as although I remember most of it, the dream was mainly me over looking what people were saying about me. It was like every moment someone was talking about me I was over seeing it. The dream just faded and another dream came in.

Holiday with cats

I had been gone for a while and my dad was surprised to see me. I said don’t worry but I am not back long but we could get away for a few days if he wished. This is very rare for me as I never go anywhere with my dad. I and he then were in some hotel and we were in connecting rooms. The walls were plan white and had weird holes in the wall to store stuff. It had a very modern look. It was me my dad and my cat which had died a while back. This was very weird but my dad did not seem to notice the cat that had died a few years was with us. The dream went on to us going home with the cat and the other cat being at home waiting for us. We now had both cats that had died years back returned to the house. I then I said something how I need a see a mate and the dream faded.

Cloned mates girlfriend

This dream me and my mate was talking about a girl called Kathy. We both really liked her and I knew of a way we could both have our own version of her. I knew some glitch which I could use to obtain a clone of this Kathy girl. The project was successful and I took the clone and he took the original. The clone took a few days to wake up and was staying in a flat I was renting. When she woke up she wanted to go and see her grandmother which could cause problems if the real one had seen her recently or worse still was seeing her at the same time. I told her that her that her grandmother was away and that she were to stay over mine for a while. She went to sleep and I went to see my mate we met near the river and talked about the clone and how it was going. I was telling him it is not going to be easy to get her from seeing her family and I should get rid of her or take her away. My mate told me I shouldn’t go away again and that last time was bad. I did not really understand this so decided to get rid of her. The dream then started to fade.

Visiting the pope

The last of the four dreams I had and the most interesting and what really bought all three of the dreams together.

I had some how gone back to the 1980s and went to see the pope visiting England. Pope John Paul II visited the United Kingdom in 1982 so this may have been when I visited him. I saw him and went to talk to him although I can’t remember what about. I knew some stuff about him he didn’t know how I knew. I then left and thought I would go to the year I was born 1988. I hung around a bit and met a girl and talked to her and we hung out and got on good. I kept going to see and really liked her.

She invited me to see her family or something and I decided to go with her. We were both sitting on some grass near a building. Her family or friends were sitting talking and eating some home cooked food she had made. She told me she really likes me and she thinks we should be together. I told her that there is something I had no told her and that I have to before I could date her. She was scared of what I had not told her. I was about to tell her and then she interrupted me and got out a photo album for us to look at. We were looking at pictures and one photo had 1984 in the corner. I quickly asked her how old she was in that picture and she replied 16. I then asked her how old she thinks I was in 1984 and she said “like 18?” I said that I was not even born then. She thought I was being stupid and told me not to be stupid and asked when I was born. I told her I was born in April 1988. She said don’t be stupid that was only months ago. I then held her hands and we looked into each others arms and I told her “that’s what I needed to tell you, I am a time traveller from the year 2010 and I am going to have to go back there”. She didn’t believe me and I said that I wanted her to go with me. She looked at me and was confused I said that she can go with me but we would need to go somewhere where we would not be seen for me to show her I could time travel. She asked me if I had any proof and I wondered what I could show her.

I had a box of menthol cigarettes and offered her one. The package was new and a different design to the ones they had in 1988. She said she would come with me and I told the other people we were with that we was going for a walk alone and would be back in a bit. We then walked into a stairwell of a near by building and I closed the door I then lit the cigarette and realised I had a problem. I had forgotten how to time travel and I may be stuck in 1988. Knowing that I was also alive and not even 1 year old at this point somewhere else in England and that I would not discover time travel for another 22 years I was scared and woke up.

The dreams all seem to flow together. The reason I was missing was I had time travelled away. The reason I could see everyone’s responses was because I was keeping an eye out. When I returned I knew it wouldn’t be for long so I thought I would go on holiday with my dad something he has wanted us to do for years now. I then got distracted by a girl who my mate was also interested in and used a time travel glitch to some how clone her. I then got rid of her and whist grieving I went back to the 1980s when I met the girl. I thought this was an interesting time how it was only as I was waking up I put all the dreams together. There is however another thought that I only thought about after I had wrote this but what if the last part came during the first part and the reason I was away was because I was with the girl. Also the reason I needed to get back was because people was missing me. However if this is true how come I couldn’t just return to the day after I left? Also why was she not in the first part and why was I was scared to be left in 1988. I feel the order really is 1 to 4 as I thought when I was waking up. I hope you enjoyed the dream.

[Thought] Your life is your life...

The life's of others are always more tempting than your own but it is your own life you must live. Knowing the fails of others allows you to avoid making those mistakes the games we play must end. Friendships start and end the problem is not always someone else's but your own. One must learn to live with their mistakes to live..

One Year on

One year ago was the first post on this website. Now one year on this site has got 107 Posts. This site has had comments people of all ages, religions and backgrounds. The blog may not have massive amounts of readers but I feel one year on it has been good.

Opps yes this was meant to go on the 1st of April....

The hunger problem

How do you know when you need to eat? You get hungry right? The physiological feeling of being hungry is not always when you are hungry but you know what it is because you have felt it before.

The problem is if this is a chemical imbalance what is making people really eat? Let us have an example, there is a boy born in a place without any animals about or other humans. The boy’s mum is dead. The baby it’s self has only ever eaten via its stomach. Forgetting the fact a baby would have very low chances of managing to survive on it’s own for a minute. How would the baby know to eat? Eating seems to be the absorbing of other things via the stomach and the baby will remember it from being inside his mother. But where does the baby get the urge to put things in its mouth? How does that link come about?

The idea of this is that if some how the baby still managed to get fed via the umbilical cord, which according to Wikipedia “supplies the fetus with oxygenated, nutrient-rich blood from the placenta. Conversely, the umbilical arteries return the deoxygenated, nutrient-depleted blood.” The problem is what is making things eat? There is nothing to relate to if all relation is removed.

The mouth is used to breathe why would anything risk damaging or blocking that to stop a feeling in the stomach? Without knowing about eating why would someone eat? The question is why would someone put food in a place so far away from the stomach? If there really is an urge to put food anything surely the rectum is nearer?

Is there something that inside really tells us where to eat? Is the fact we can swallow a hint? Also without teeth how would a baby guess it can brake up food? What I am saying is this is a problem that was over come early on but what if there is another reason we eat? What if there was a new hunger for something else? Would we know how to fill it?

[Thought] What is the professional way for something new?

If something is new, does that make everyone including the inventor amateur at it? If something unresearched but discovered by mistake does that make them professional I that area? What determines the title amateur or professional if what it is has not been seen before?

Regret and luck stems

A lot of people will say they have something to regret yet to regret is rarely thought about. An example, A young male aged 19, messing around trips over lands in the road and gets hit by a car. The young male is likely to regret messing around by the side of the road. Whether or not it is unlucky such action happened will be brought up later. Let’s continue the example and give the young male a name the young name is James, he wants to be a football player and is quite good. The day of the accident he was on his way practice. James never made it to practice because he was recovering in hospital. James found out he had damaged his leg and may not be able to play football as good as he did ever again. James was heart broken by this news knowing that because that one action his life had changed. Now James regrets that action because of his actions the outcome was tragic. Is it okay for him to regret that? The answer of yes is probable because he is still in hospital and the actions seem to be bad.

Now back to the example. James is now 25, and James is married and has a child on the way and a good job as a sales man. Does James still regret being stupid and tripping over into the road? The answer is again most likely yes. James believes he would have been a footballer if he had not had that accident. Let’s look a little more into James live, James is married to a girl called Joanna she is a 24 year old nurse and is currently having James’s child. Now for the point of this story, James met Joanna at hospital. The action of messing around by the road and changing his life does seem bad but yet he met the love of his life is happy and has no real damage from it. Does he still regret it?

I am sorry this story is not the best example but I feel the point is still viewable. To regret you are also regretting all actions that happened since the event you regretted. I regret a lot of single actions but I honestly feel that I have learned from most of the mistakes. Of course I would have preferred them to have no happened but the idea is you should learn to accept your decisions because you are living the result of them.

So where does luck come into this? Well was the action of being hit by the car unlucky or lucky? Would James have been a footballer or was he just going to fail like so many others at their dreams? For this we need to look at whether or not a group of actions on a whole can be classed as one stem of luck or a stem of bad luck. James was being stupid (his own actions may not be to do with luck), He tripped (bad luck?), he got hit by a car (bad luck?), he broke his leg and was unable to play football (bad luck?), he met the love of his life Joanna (good luck?), he managed to get his life back and get a good job (good luck?), he is now having a child with Joanna (good luck?). There is a lot of bad luck followed by good luck.

Does good luck and bad luck come in patterns or does it come in stems. The idea of a luck stem is something I thought about the other day. An action that one would consider bad luck may not be bad luck but part of good luck. Is there one set path, is there lots of paths and we decide our own path, or is there lots of paths that once finished new paths can begin. Even more likely do lots of paths happen at the same time? Can one path interact with another or is one stem of luck limited at one given time? To regret something are we regretting the stem of luck was choose?

Types of argument plus thoughts

There have been some comments that I do not back up my arguments on my site. I feel I should say something about it, seeing that my last three ideas for today’s posts failed…

Firstly I call what I say on here my theories, there for it is my theory. If it was an argument you would need a side to play, I do not have a side just saying one side. I talk about a lot on my site that I honestly feel could have/will/is happened/happen/happening. This does not mean I think it has/will/is happening just that I feel it could be happening.

I do feel I should read more theories and that it does look a lot more professional if you have ideas of other people to help with your ideas. Furthermore I feel that the quality of writing is better. Due to this being very short I will now write a few random thoughts at the bottom. This has been a idea of mine for a while now to have short thoughts just it is not very easy to make a post of something so short.

The following are thoughts:
Number 1:
If time travel is possible and we could create a machine to time travel how easy would it be to tell it where to go? We calculate our time around our sun the months, weeks, days and hours of our life time are calculated around that. But we are calculating it on something relative to us and not relative to the universe itself. Does that mean it would be harder to find the time we wanted? Although saying that if the machine could calculate what we thought one minute should be (our minute) it could calculate what the address was of that and work out the address of the other minutes.

Number 3: (this is not to be said to cause offence it was meant as a joke)
We all know what child abuse is but what is child use?

Number 4: let’s say for everything there are a right and a wrong. Somewhere in the universe for everything right to happen there is a wrong happening somewhere else. So if there has to be a right and a wrong, why is this sentence allowed? It talks about two things one is right and one is wrong yet if one has to be right and one has to be wrong then what’s stopping the wrong being right and the right being wrong and if this is right then half of the sentence it’s self is wrong making the sentence half wrong anyway right?

Number 5: With three things we are to know what to do next, those three things, what has happened, what was just happening and what is currently happening. With just that knowledge we have to use it to direct our path in life.